Harmeen's Boring Life

ARGHHH...... Its sooooo hard!!!!!!!!

2009-08-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

Haiz.... Life's just so hard

I practiced my guitar just now and found out im still really weak in lots of stuff. I cant get my G chord correct and i cant switch from G chord to C chord fast enough too!!!!

Now... while im typing this, my left arm is aching and its not from guitar practice. I was playing badminton with my friend last sunday and i think she got a little pissed off because i kept missing.

The fingertips on my left hand feels numb (though its a good thing) and the fingertips on my right hand is in pain (i just cut my fingernails so plucking makes my flesh hurt).

Im SOOOO lousy at the things i really want to be good at!!!! My badminton sucks, my guitar lacks practice, my grades are so lousy im bound to be in B or C class next year which i cant blame on the lack of IQ but the lack of effort, i cant even play piano with both hands ( i soooo regret that i quit piano lessons years ago because of laziness), and most of all... to be HARDWORKING!!!!!!

Urghh... Everytime i make a mistake on anything i feel like screaming my thoat off. I really admire those people who are hardworking. That includes some of my friends and cousins.

Haiz... I really wish i am hardworking...

A poetry

2009-08-09T01:07:00.000-07:00

WARNING : This is really boring

Puan Susan, 1A5 english teacher and dicipline teacher of CHS, asked us to write a poem about anything a long time ago... So, im going to put it on this blog. It is about me and my friend but most of it is just made up.

FRIENDS WE WERE
My friend Sofeanna Long,
A kind, responsible person.
Filled with honesty and loyalty,
Is my best best friend.

But, oh, as time goes by,
Alas, she’s drifting away.
Once seated behind me,
Now far, far away.

Oh those heartless souls,
Those cruel, cold blooded teachers,
Who separated us with rows of tables,
Now a boundary hard to cross.

But no! I won’t let our friendship perish.
No! I will save our friendship from the grave.
But the question is
How? How? How?

I looked for her the next day,
Only to find shadows of her presence.
Oh Sofeanna, where are you Sofeanna?
Is she avoiding me, my thoughts lingered.

Finally, back in class I could see,
Sofeanna there in her usual place.
As happy as ever,
As sudden horror struck.

There in my old seat sat someone else,
Someone chatting away happily in my place.
That someone was, as I feared,
Lim Ming Yee.

I was overcome with sadness.
So depressed,
And so out of spirit,
As lonely as ever.

But the depression did not stay,
Hope swelled as teacher said,
“So noisy I will change your place”
And I prayed and prayed.

However, teacher moved someone else to my place,
With her exquisite looks and dazzling smile,
Another bigger monstrosity,
Mok Jia Li.

All hope was lost,
Her attractiveness so strong.
No one could resist,
To be her best best friend.

Goodbye friendship,
We stayed so long at the edge.
But it tipped over as it was meant to be.
The same fate every friendship has.

You’ve led me to believe that miracles do happen,
That dreams really do come true,
But now I know,
That dreams are meant for sleeping.

The title was suggested by my friend Celine. I know that it is probably a waste of time saying this since not many people will visit my blog but if you do:
Please do comment ^^

Oh no... Im SO dead...

2009-08-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

WARNING : This may bore the life out of you

O...kaay.... So you mean im going to be stuck liking this for the rest of my life... you've got to be kiding me... Oh man...

So whats up with me saying im dead... well it started yesterday so you have better read the red words on top...

I was as usual going to Boys Brigade and was thrilled at the news that the E and A(Enrolment and Awards Day) is going to be held three weeks later. I was even more happy when i found out that i was at least going to get 5-6 badges. Yay!!! After choir rehearsal, it was time for CE (Chistian Education).

Then, pastor Joshua, told us about successful people and why are they successful. Then, he told us that what we teenagers enjoy doing now, we probably will enjoy doing for the rest of our lives... At that point, the look on my face probably says "WHAT!!!!! you serious?!?! that cant be true!!!!! " then i was like "Oh man.... Im so dead... the chances of me spending less time in front of the computer has reduced to one in a billion... and im definately not that one... "

So thats it. Reality is just SO cruel...

Anime freak

2009-08-08T08:25:00.001-07:00

WARNING : This may bore the hell out of you...

Hi! So basically, this is my first blog so i don't really know what i'm doing...

As most of you know, i've turned into an anime freak recently. And its all because of that one silly decision... its like any normal day and im surfing the net. I have nothing to do so i was thinking " Hmm... what song should i listen to next... " and suddenly this idea popped out " what about a micheal jackson song... ". I chose a song from the king of pop song not because im into his music, but because i went to the band concert the day before and they sung Heal the World. Almost everyone was singing along as if they know the lyrics by heart!!! So i thought "...maybe i should at least know one of his song so that it wont be too embarrasing when people ask me about it..."

So, i listened to the song and scrolled down the related videos list. I suddenly saw a video labeled 'anime girls with attitude' and it has a pic of an anime girl which looked really familiar... i then watched the video and remembered " oh, its that girl from inuyasha... the anime i really liked when i was ten... Hmm... how did the story end... i cant really remember..." and i searched for episode 1 to watch. After that, i found out that i COULDNT STOP!!!

T.T So that is how i turned out to be an anime freak... Oh how i regret that decision...